My New NumBer~~

u WaNt mY nuMber?? yaaaaaaa i think too high of myself le.... but only if u(my friends) want it... copy down... 83859296 ^^ see ya!!


-logging OFF~~

Yo~~~

heY guYz

my OLd NUmber kiNda Off for E mOment~~
e 6132 and 1800 de..

i wil be sending my new no. soon on after 26 ^^

sssssssssssOOOOOOOrRRRRRrrrrrrRRYYYyyyyyy guYz~~!!!
miZz yAhh
siGning oFf~~~

BoOKz on SaLEzz

i HavE comICs oN salEz

1 for 1 buck SG
All is compeleted de... gals de... guys sorry... more.. is chinese de.... hehe~~
moStly in GooD condition~
iF founDed aBIt damAged de --- DiscoUnt 20%~~

sale is from 29 june from one to six(contiues every sat to sun, if shedule makes unable.. i will try to fix).. call me up or sms me the day before when u wan to come

desination: my house, or boonlay MRT(pictures MAY be uploaded in future)

NO titILe daY

31st JaN ... forgot to to something... PEIYI... IF U BEEN HERE>>>>> HaPPi beLAteD biRhtdaY woR!!! yOu N mE.. BeSt sIS 4eVer~~

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每 天 的 日 子 過 得 還 真 不 是 好 受 ... 開 心 一 定 有 .. 可 是 ...為 甚 麼 .. 只 有 那 短 短 的 幾 小 時 ?? 可 是 ... 這 些 所 得 到 的 快 樂 , 是 親 朋 好 友 給 的 .. 也 好 想 有 個 男 朋 友 ,噢 好 想 有 個 依 靠 ... 這 幾 天 ... 他 的 臉 又 有 以 前 的 眼 神 ... 讓 我 又 想 交 男 朋 友 的 慾 望 ...亥 ~~~ 因 為 他 的 影 響 ...害 我 整 天 只 想 發 花 痴 ... 不 要 再 用 那 眼 神 看 著 我 了 好 不 好 ...很 痛 苦 拉 !!!!!

誰 來 救 救 我 ~~ 我 不 要 勸 , 我 不 想 聽 安 慰 ,更 不 要 得 同 情 ...只 要 一 句 我 就 在 你 身 邊 ... 以 我 的 外 表 ...根 本 是 童 話 ,是 奢 望 ,只 是 幻 想 ...

-小 琳 -

juz a pity

simple short post..

heard from my teacher last year.. a guy seems to like me last year.. i was confused then haha... say got no feelings.. that's lying.. its been about a year since i heard this... i felt blushed sometimes.. but oso sad.. sad about his attitude... when i juz know him... he sometimes will speak vulgarity.. thats what i hate most about guys... aiyah.. i dunno lah.. ..

guess wat?? i heard from my friends yesterday.. he got sumone else in like le.. haha... felt really pity... few hours ago i even dreamt of him.. i think. this is e last time leba.. maybe wants a comapny too much le.. hahaha...

White Valentine

14 Mar, White Valentine , bright cool sunny day


this day was my worse day of life, well, not totally, but was when nearly e end of the day...
morning stays e same, buy food for my little cute bro, both r on March holidays of cos..
after have to leave my little bro at home for an hr b4 my mum cums back... Y?? wats more?? sch activities.. but this programme was great.. is a reading training programme... wats more interesting?? is held at bugis library and only 2 students of each different school participate... we had games, we had read-aloud thingy.. me and my friend(a guy, pls we r juz classmates) were having fun with the others as we formed into groups of different numbers... my group had total 6 pupils.. including us of cos.. 2 gals n 4 boys.. wow.. i got suai ge in my group.. cool.. hehehe... 2 guys are from Yishun Town Scondary, while another gal and guy are from e NJC(national junior college) .. they were fun loving.. nice ppl too of cos.. we chat, play, we juz have fun as if we were some how met b4...^^

suppose to meet up two guys that evening... 1 was my god rean bro n other was my (ex) friend.. i din tell my bro that i will be bringing a friend too.. Y? wanna give surprise?? cos i dun like tat (ex) friend of mine.. he kept asking me out.. pls.. im not a beauty but oso a plump gal..plus nv been so stick by a guy b4.. i dun like tat guy btw.. sometimes, i even think tat (ex) friend of mine wants me to be in his trap... wats more.. i cant even figures out whether his a Chinese?? Malay?? or indian??? hmmm...so.. (i noe i shoulden) i ask my bro out to help me.. guess wat.. we been god siblings for soooo long.. 2nd time meeting we yet coulden rmb each other faces.. haha..

i should have known.. he was in sch tat day.. tired.. yet he came n find me.. haha.. he reach library before i end my courses... i have things for him anyway.. so, i juz slip away in e middle of e course(anyway he came at about 5.30, while i end my course at 6) , he tol me whr he were... i saw someone like him... but dare not approach... y?? hey.. let me ask u.. if u saw someone lying on e sofa resting, moreover u dunno isit tat person u r looking for... will u approach?? for my case.. i won.. wat if i approach e wrong person?? not becos will be embarrasses, is becos later i will feel guilty approaching a tired person...disturb someone who is resting.. do u think is good?? of cos not rite???

i was trying to approach him 3 times.. cos, i cant find anyone tat look more like my gor.. n his e only one alike.. but with his headphones on.. how???cal him?? too bad his phone low bat.. his cal was been divert for e 5 times i cal...i sms him... wait for his reply.. no one reply... -_-... a guy wearing pink was sitting beside him.. he look at me times as i approach my bro times... then he look back at my bro.. i thought they r together.. i try approach him one last time, but thinking tat bro is on his own.. so tat shoulden be him... then carry his things on my head n thinking maybe his in other levels waiting.. then slowly went back to e multipurpose room which e course was held...

mins later he sms back tat he had to go... he is reaching station soon... i felt anxious to end e couse early.. thinking tat i should slip away first.. but i coulden... it was my group to read aloud... oh dear....after course... i walk to e station with my new friends n classmate... 6.30... my (ex) friend should be reaching soon.. no cals no sms.. fine.. i then sms this (ex) friend of mine... he said to be late for a few mins.. thought he mux be on his way ... cant blame due to peak hours... so i went to change into something casual... who knows.. while walking back to station.. tripped , fell, spring my leg.. ouch...no one came to help.. juz no one... i din cry.. for goodness.. 1st time.. haha..

i ask my friend to sms me or to cal me when he reach.. so while waiting.. i cal up wito bro.. best friend of rean bro.. thinking tat i have to pass rean something tat i made e day b4.. for white valentine... i ask wito bro for rean bro add.. he try to help me get from him but failed... y i dunwan to ask him myself?? well... rean gor is like this.. whenever u got sumthin to ask from him.. he will ask u y... then he start nagging like mothers... but in e end... will he give?? dunno wor... so i rather ask from wito gor... too bad failed.. failed nvm... rean gor cal up n start asking.. ( i noe i shoulden.. sorry) i wasnt honest... i dun felt to be tat time.. i dunno y... but was actually feeling disappointed after hearing wat he said on e phone.. he was out with his friend.. but i rmb he said he was tired.. he was tired.. felt disappointment.. hang up.. less than a min.. i cal my one of my gal friend( erm.. gal de friend... not over tat line).. i tol her bout e (ex) friend.. tat i been waiting for him for 45 mins... she asked me to cal tat ( ex) friend... i did.. yet no one picked up.. twice.. i cal back her n tol her... she said then i sms him instead.. was bout to do tat i received one... it was e (ex) friend... he tol me he couldnt make it... i was being left alone.. all alone... my friend ask me not to get any more interaction with this (ex) friend of mine anymore... ((btw this (ex) friend made me waited for him 2 whole hrs when we first met... becos of him... i have to spend 20+ bucks for my return to home.. i met him after my work.. with his 2 friends..was really late tat time.. passed midnite.. no trains were left...no bus from place we meet to home..))


no whr to go... i bought sumthing my colleague needs n went sum whr else to find food.. chua chu kang.. rean gor place.. chua chu kang..---> lot 1... long time nv go le.. go thr n find some promotion comics from C&C( comics collection)... found some then... but coulden find the food i wan.. Bukit Panjang... Papa Mama place( my god parents who take care of me when i was a few years old tat time.. ) ... thrs bus to return home... so i hop onto e LRT n went to Bukit pangjang... ah~~~ another C&C... found some books again.. z^_^z... ah..dinner.. still no food tat suite me at pretty late.. so i grabbed some drinks n went off home... i din realised i had hold my tears for so long until i started to sob when i reach under my block.. tat disappointment was deep.. really.. deep..

reached home.. no one... i then started doing some planning... I GOING TO SLIM DOWN... i won let guys to fool me round n round again... i hate tat deing fool around times n times.. stepping on me times n time.. i have to turn e world differently this time.. n have to start changing myself...

-lin-

having look alike fun~~

lifes goes on

Back again~~

i realised something.. things change.. wasn't like b4.. myself, my family.. everyday back home will be juz qurral n scoldings.. 17 years of my life.. changes at the age of 15.. totally... from the day i came to a new school.. i should have realised.. things will be changing.. lots.. i started to be more lazy.. ever expected?? a gal like me... lazy.. at home.. but when in school i am not.. only during lessons.. wants to sleep... becos i dun understand e lesson i started to be lazy.. lazy.. becos e leson is boring.. i started to be lazy.. always like this.. always.. my class always gives me problem.. always.. although now alot better.. but i should have knew.. whatever others tol me all just lies, tricks, maybe shouldn't trust them in e first place.. what should i do.. i have friends.. lots of sweet friends.. can only survied in the afternoon.. what about morning lessons?? becos of them... i relised that hearing i was love was jus a trick, just a game , realise that i shouldn't make any move, realised tat knows nothing is lots better than knew something and to wait.. wait.. waited, but realied this guy was juz a trick, that guy was jus a dream...





my home.. my family.. i am staring to lose faith to be happy... bet i will move out at the age of 20 ba.. NO! i WAN to move out at the age of 20~~ I WAN!!! i dont want to care much le.. dun wan.. i wan to cut down my expenses... wan to... save money!! go diet..!!! always will say only.. how am i going expect myself to do it?? i wan to go taiwan.. i wan to meet him.. him... becos of him.. how i wish he is by my side... how i wish.. becos of himm.. i hope to get a boyfriend... i wan to gain experience.. to learn how to love.. to learn wat will happen in a relationship.. to learn lots of thins more than i learn from my friends n society...to learn to love... love someone wholeheartly..

mY bAdaE!!

its my birthdaYY!! i mean.. on e 17~~ hehehe.. but becos of hmwork.. unable to update profile~ ^^ anywan.. on tat day was a wonderful day ever in my lifE!!! 17.. my fav number~ 17 , 1 and 7 is always around me ~~ these numbers R my luCky numBER!!!



On e 16 jan my wonderful sweet friend help me to celebrate my birthday~ it was totally a wonderful surprise!!! happy happy happy~~



b4 17 jan, i wrote to Yes 933 FM n hope to be read out on my birthday... and it was read out!!! it was totally wonderful!! my friend helps me to record down.. so i will grabbed from him n put it down here!! those who nv heard.. enjoy.... hehehehehe

他，并不是我的男友(虽然有点希望早点想要有男友，但不想因为想或好奇，就在一起，放弃了真正幸福的滋味 ^^) ，所以请大家别误会^^

看了此人的部落格，觉得自己好迟钝。。。在他世界，是那么的辛苦，那么的委屈。。总觉得很心疼。前两天，我却没好好问他的日子过得是否平凡，平静，也根本没顾虑他的感受，就投怀诉苦，说自己有多么的糟，上班日子有多么的烦。而且还希望如果他来到本地，我一定向他投怀送抱的。。。
想也而知，上班不就是一个样儿，还能多劲松啊~ -_-

还没看他部落格前，只要有上网聊天，好多次，觉得自己会撑不下去，好希望“你”就在我身边。这个希望不停的在脑海转，就算只是安慰，我也认了，因为我只想看到你美丽温柔的笑容，为我加油的笑脸。。。

以前，有段日子，你因为感情方面出了问题，我帮你解围。。。可是解围后，两年多，都是你在鼓励我，安慰我，帮助我，为我打气，给我力量，奉献一个温暖又温柔的笑脸，动摇着我。每次的笑脸，就好像在告诉我，“别怕孤单，我在这”。。

我想，是时候到我为你办点事，所以，请期待圣诞节的平安夜吧！！^_^