simple holiday

my holidays are just as simple as any other single students
work.. school...sleep... eat...shop..com..phone..
this what is did the past two weeks of my holidays
i wish there will be some difference.. something really unique... so what i went to oversea? is just a 4 days nebouring trip... so what i went to concert? 4 hours for sitting there... yah.. enjoyed the show... but... couldn't actually have real meet up with my idolZzz...does wishes really come true? isit really if we pay a price( reasonable one of cos), wishes will be sure to be true? isit wishes is just equally to goals?

goal
is a thing that you hope it will come true...BUT YOU HAVE 2
do your job, do your part in life, be resbonsible, be hardworking
then become successful
this is goal

wishes??
is it... put two hands together...fingers crossed...hands on the chest...look at the sky... to god...
or to the "first star you see tonight".. and say out softly your wishes.. or say in your heart your wishes...
or even...toss a coin into a waterfall," lucky waterfall", put two hands together...fingers crossed...hands on the chest.. and say out softly your wishes.. or say in your heart your wishes...
this is what lots of people do..

why cant just
things go in natural courses, but in a unique way... ....
im lost in words.......i just hope or even wish... this holiday will have something different.....